Haan haan hoon main

Super-sensitive, hyper-active, over-possessive - deal with it!

Strangely, ironically, magically - i like me!:D Just the way I am. Wish someone else was the one saying this, sigh, but in this new age, independent, i my me world - kya karen, apna dhol khud hi bajana padta hai! humph!!

Once upon a time, aisa nahi tha...no nonono no no..This is the story of the transformation of a simple, sweet, innocent (sachi muchi) girl into a deeper, darker, a bit dafter, corporate hyena. Ok STOP. In case you are getting any wrong notions, this girl isn't me! Well not entirely. She is the protaganist of my new book. So anyways, this is what I will be working on in my 'spare' time..Spare time...hmmmm...that's a myth actually coz spare time like spare change is actually never spare - you carve it out of something that's already there, yours - like a INR 100 note that you use to pay the auto fare and get 4 new coins back - you may call it "spare" but you may not be able to spare it for the urchin on the traffic signal or as change for dhobi when its a part of the note...It was that note that you had, was yours, gave you that spare change, usable as spare change. Life too is defined as big blocks, somewhere, between those blocks, one has to find oneself - maybe some chipped off from a confrontation with the boss, some glowing from a midnight surprise party, some unfulfilled with "saved" drafts, some fulfilled with a "thank you" from a college junior...Its all the sum of parts, but where lies which part - finding that is the process called life :-)

By the way, I really really liked "Karthik calling Karthik" but would not recommend it. Its one of those films that you can either identify with or get frustrated trying to figure it out - as someone put - "dimaag ki dahi bana di"! For me, it was one of those films I sat and watched - like a hungry kid gulping a glass of chocolate milkshake - I just could'nt stop! If I could have, I would have avoided even blinking for those 2-2.5 hours! "I've been alone, Its overrated"! wow!! Maybe we should have a award for alternative thinking? Come to think of it, what stops me from giving one out? To the team of KCK, I present the Bhavana Mahajan innovative cinema award for 2010 - keep calling guys, we, at the jury, are listening!:D

Hum toh aise hi hain!:P

Meow!